Bittersweet.

btw listen to this while you read:

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SO EVERYONE IS A LAZY BUTTHOLE EXCEPT ME.

AND, DESPITE ME BEING BUSY AND LEAVING LONDON IN SIX DAYS, I am going to post a blog.  Yes, I know I’m fabulous.  Here we go.

First, an update the foursome:

–Sharon just left for Amsterdam today and a piece of me is officially missing.  I saw her yesterday but now we’ll be apart until September.  Life just won’t be the same… *depressed*

–Ashley left for Taiwan/Shanghai a few weeks ago and that was the last time I’ve talked to her )=  I HOPE YOU’RE WELL WIFEY.  I miss you so much.

–Kunku is currently in NYC and she better update us with what she’s doing ASAP because i/everyone needs to know.  And I can’t wait to see her as soon as I get back on USA soil!  I’m ECSTATIC she will be in the US this summer…this HAS to be a good summer! <3

–And as for me, I’m spending my last few weeks in London eating, shopping, partying, and playing hostess.  Two of my best high school friends have come to visit me in London, and so I’ve been babysitter.   I just don’t understand how these two graduated, and i DEFINITELY don’t understand how one can go on to be a doctor and the other a Wall Street trader as they try to out-jump each other in the middle of Leicester Square or fight over pillows on my floor.  -___- boys are so weird.  But congratulations to Ginger and Tian for graduating…and cheers to UVA Med School and Citigroup!  I’m so proud (=

For the past couple weeks, I’ve been rediscovering London.  From the pier to Regents Park to West End musicals I’ve never seen…I’ve been doing it all and having an amazing time.  I hate that I am falling in love with this city all over again, despite knowing it’s a useless romance since I’m leaving in less than a week.  I suppose I can’t help setting myself up to get hurt (= It’s masochism, really.

I’ve been happy, but a sort of hesitant happiness.  I hate feeling this way, feeling unsure and bittersweet and…insecure?  I don’t want to leave, I don’t know what’s ahead, I’m trying to live for the moment, but…I’m afraid?

Anyway, I have to upload pictures soon, but I know kids these days need visual stimulation so I’m going to leave a couple of random bits.  These are crappy cell phone pictures from my old phone that I’m currently using, since we all know I lost my Blackberry in Rome.  Bummer.

the british library JUST put up a brand new exhibition on Spanish American colonization and empire/revolution.  this is a lock of Simon Bolivar’s hair.  AMAZING, I KNOW.

Candy Cakes cupcakes…this place is so cute, i couldn’t resist.  I don’t know how they taste though, since I snapped this picture really quick on my way somewhere.  I’ll have to try it sometime haha.

OH ALSO, I FOUND MY BAG!!!!!!!!!!

Alright, so I lost my purse on the Tube with ALL my cards and ID and tokidoki for hello kitty id case and Nars lipstick (you know, all the things that actually matter) and I thought it was all lost for good.  But then yesterday I stopped by the Baker St. London Underground lost and found and…THEY HAD IT!! WITH EVERYTHING!!! Down to the 2 pound 18 cents too!  I LOVE THIS HONEST COUNTRY *tears

Haha I was SO ecstatic, i kept gushing to the man behind the counter who was helping me that “this would never happen in NYC” and “I can’t believe you guys found it and NOTHING is missing” and “I had lost hope completely this is AMAZING…”

I should have more faith in mankind (x

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old pictures:

before heading out to Florence’s Space Electronica club, which i TOTALLY recommend.  Their VIP/table section is also roped off AND elevated, completely enveloped by glass, and overlooks the entire downstairs dance floor (which is pretty sizeable).  There is NOTHING like dancing in front of a glass with 928349889342 people in front of you HAHA.  Pretty much the closest I’ve gotten to a cage yet!  We had SUCH a great time n___n …just beware of overly friendly Italian men haha.

went to ChinaWhite with Grace and Sharon a few months back…amazing venue.  Loved the decor, decent music, friendly crowd.  Had a good time on a Wednesday (I think it was weds…) Moet champagne and the BIGGEST bottle of belvedere (pictured) I’ve ever seen = kicking off our heels and dancing on the couches.  Yes, we danced on the tables/couches at CHINAWHITE.  classy.  and they allowed us anyway haha (x

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“I know I meant to say no…”
-Jessica Simpson (Irresistable)